if i wasn’t feeling this way
how would i have learned how it feels and what kind of energy it contains, what kind of power it offers.

4:59

וְכַאֲשֶׁר תִּנָּצֵל מִן הַכַּעַס, תַּעֲלֶה עַל לִבְּךָ מִדַּת הָעֲנָוָה, שֶׁהִיא מִדָּה טוֹבָה מִכָּל מִדּוֹת טוֹבוֹת

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3:58

you don’t tell a recovering alcoholic that they should work on their social life and suggest they go to a bar.

3:20

Breathless, Jean-Luc Godard, 1960.

6:30

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6:00

i don’t remember how it feels to cuddle. with a person.
not to mention to be touched. i don’t remember. it’s been so long - more than two years.
i’m not even talking about the sexual aspect.
just to be touched, feel the other person’s warmth, as the flesh gets warmer and it tickles from the inside and a vague heat fills your entire body and heart.
 i don’t know if i ever felt it as pure as it may seem for me now, i mean, i know it was never pure, but will it ever be?


every touch was aching. the ugly hunter’s pursuit of anything rotten and shamed.

3:16

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8:08


I chose an eternity of this
like falling angels
the world disappeared
laughing into the fire
is it always like this?
flesh and blood and the first kiss
the first colours
the first kiss
we writhed under a red light
voodoo smile
siamese twins
a girl at the window looks at me for an hour
then everything falls apart
broken inside me
it falls apart
The walls and the ceiling move in time
push a blade into my hands
slowly up the stairs
and into the room
is it always like this?
Dancing in my pocket
worms eat my skin
she glows and grows
with arms outstretched
her legs around me
In the morning i cried
Leave me to die
you won’t remember my voice
i walked away and grew old
you never talk
we never smile
i scream
you’re nothing
i don’t need you any more
you’re nothing
It fades and spins
fades and spins
Sing out loud
we all die
laughing into the fire
Is it always like this?
is it always like this?
is it always like this?

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